It is back!
It has been gone so long, I thought it had forgotten me and
Had left me behind to wonder
And miss it,
To search for its faltering presence and
To long for its comfort.
My wanting and longing kept it away.
My acceptance of its absence, for its own reasons, not mine, brought it back.
I must resist the urge to hold it close
To crush it with my desperate need.
For its need for me is as strong
As my need for it.
The un-manifest became manifest.