Disapointments of the Past

On May 4, 2015 By MiCoIn love, poetry

I think disappointment is the worst,

worse than heart break.

you really think you know him

you can feel him, smell him

when he is nowhere near.

hear his voice in your head

feel his touch in your soul.

you really think you know him.

you believe it all.

others say beware, but you know better

after all, you are the one he loves, what do the others know.

It is all so comfortable, so right, so true,

Until it isn’t.

until you realize you have been made a fool of yet again.

I don’t know which hurts more

my disappointment in him or in me.

14 thoughts on “Disapointments of the Past”

andy1076

Hugging you with a warm embrace..!

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May 4, 2015 at 3:27 am Reply
1. cote8050
  
  Thank you, my friend…
  
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  May 4, 2015 at 9:36 am Reply
yeoldefoole

It is perhaps not the reality that we held which we mourn but the possibilities we saw there…

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May 4, 2015 at 12:01 pm Reply
1. cote8050
  
  Very true, very true… but I wish just once those possibilities would become my reality…
  
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  May 4, 2015 at 12:09 pm Reply
  1. yeoldefoole
    
    I understand… It took us so long to find each other…
    
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    May 4, 2015 at 12:19 pm
Kritika Vashist

Painful, yet beautifully worded.

Perhaps, people will disappoint you more, but that’s okay, if you are not disappointed with yourself.

I hope you are doing fine. Love and hug to you!

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May 4, 2015 at 1:43 pm Reply
1. cote8050
  
  thank you, love and hugs to you as well!
  
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  May 4, 2015 at 2:31 pm Reply
prinsolosophies

Reblogged this on prinsolosophies.

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May 4, 2015 at 2:29 pm Reply
cote8050

thank you for the rebloggs, very kind of you and much appreciated!! peace and love to you. Michelle

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May 4, 2015 at 2:32 pm Reply
learning to live like water

It’s difficult. So hard not to have expectations and so hard to accept when the other person chooses differently. I have been working hard at accepting what I’m offered and focusing elsewhere if I find myself with free time I didn’t expect or want. Fact is, my guy is more driven to me when I don’t want him so much, so intently that I was constantly making an issue of it. Go figure. But it’s working, so that’s all that matters to me. Big big hugs to you. Love and light.

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May 4, 2015 at 10:46 pm Reply
1. cote8050
  
  I’m glad it is working for you! I hope it continues for you. this will work for me if I can do what I said it would do (stop expecting and just let it be what it is), he is too precious to me not to try…. love and hugs to you too, my friend 🙂
  
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  May 7, 2015 at 1:05 pm Reply
Ashish kumar

Beautiful piece of writing. So well expressed… 🙂

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May 5, 2015 at 11:00 am Reply
1. cote8050
  
  Thank you 🙂
  
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  May 5, 2015 at 4:11 pm Reply
Thumbup

Oh dear.

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May 27, 2015 at 6:14 am Reply