I think disappointment is the worst,
worse than heart break.
you really think you know him
you can feel him, smell him
when he is nowhere near.
hear his voice in your head
feel his touch in your soul.
you really think you know him.
you believe it all.
others say beware, but you know better
after all, you are the one he loves, what do the others know.
It is all so comfortable, so right, so true,
Until it isn’t.
until you realize you have been made a fool of yet again.
I don’t know which hurts more
my disappointment in him or in me.