Turbulence of soul,
Confusion of heart.
That instant when you know
When you trust and
All else falls away.
The essence of love is all that remains.
The abandon of laughter
Of tears.
One joined with the other,
No separation, no conflicts.
A total acceptance of all there is
Of the other’s heart and soul.
To share as one
No division of being.
But it is all just a dream.
My sadness in longing for
What will never be, can never be
Because it doesn’t exist.
I am chasing an impossible dream.
Refusing to believe it can never be
In spite of proof.
Proof that human hearts will never
Live up to my longings
Not even my own.
That storybook love that takes your breath away,
That stops your heart,
That lets you lose yourself in his eyes,
I’m told it isn’t real, but
I have felt it.
How can it be just an illusion?
A one-sided dream?
Not a truth, a fairytale love,
Never to be returned. But I did find it, once
It was a wonderful, soft, warm, moment in time
When I lost myself in his eyes and let myself believe that the fantasy was real.
And it was, but only for a moment, an eternal moment.
But only one,
Only mine
One sided
Dream
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Yet on those dreams we encounter someone to share our wishes with 🙂
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yes, but only in my dreams… thank you for your comments, greatly appreciated 🙂
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As only in mine too, We share this too then don’t we? 🙂
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yes, yes we do… much love and peace to you. Michelle
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And you Michelle 🙂
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the most beautiful part is I felt it once and get lost at the wonder and moment of it and that’s eternity for me a dream come true and I’ll carry it through a lifetime that magical brief moment..
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yes, it will have to sustain me for eternity as well, don’t think I’ll find it again. Thank you very much for your comment, really means a great deal to me. Michelle
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I dream about it too ….I told myself even for a brief moment I can feel that kind of love then I’m ready to die brief but it’s worth it ….because it change me a lot .I learn how to fly.
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I am glad I felt it to but it makes me sad sometimes that I can’t have it again but I guess having it once was better than never having it at all. much love to you, Michelle
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Yes, me too…I know it will be impossible but why not? we still have breath we still can hope no one knows what the future holds…the turning of events fate or destiny right? just believe he comes back and it will happen perhaps?
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Thanks for the encouragement, I hope it happens for you too 🙂
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have faith it may happen or not I have humanity to serve lol that love shared is big enough for me someday .
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It was real and true and eternal and still is. That was real and always will be. This is unreal and imagined. You cannot have it, because it can only be shared. Let go and feel it flow. You cannot grasp it with the mind for it is beyond. namaste michelle
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Thank you for your great comment, you are right, Namaste to you as well. Michelle
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